Broncos LT Garett Bolles to wear new position-specific helmet in 2023

Broncos left tackle Garett Bolles will be among the first players to wear a lineman-specific helmet from VICIS during the 2023 season.

Position-specific helmets are making their way to the NFL.

In April, the NFL and NFL Players Association approved a quarterback-specific helmet made by VICIS that aims to help reduce concussions. The VICIS Zero2 Matrix QB helmet aims to reduce helmet-to-ground impacts that are often responsible for causing quarterback concussions.

VICIS has also released an offensive/defensive lineman-specific helmet, the VICIS Trench. Denver Broncos left tackle Garett Bolles will be among the first players to wear the helmet, a VICIS representative told Broncos Wire.

The VICIS Trench was the top-rated helmet in the NFL’s laboratory testing that intends to “represent potentially concussive head impacts.”

The NFL has been attempting to make the game safer with new rules and new equipment aimed at reducing concussions, but head injuries increased by 18% last year with 149 concussions reported, up from 126 in 2021.

An alarmingly high number of former players have suffered from chronic traumatic encephalopathy (CTE) in retirement, including late former Broncos wide receiver Demaryius Thomas, who died at age 33 in 2021.

The NFL’s lab tests suggest these new position-specific helmets might be able to help reduce concussions going forward. Bolles will be among the first offensive linemen to try it.

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Ohio high school homecoming game gets special attention for smart helmet tech

Centerville (Ohio) was featured on CNBC for their homecoming game due to their innovation with player safety helmets.

Football remains the most popular sport in the country—but, as ubiquitous and untouchable as it seems, there is one long-term threat to football that isn’t going away anytime soon: Head injuries.

That’s why reducing head injuries and Chronic Traumatic Encephalopathy (CTE) has become such a point of emphasis at every level of the game, especially for younger athletes whose brains are still developing and more vulnerable.

And one Ohio high school received some special attention at their homecoming game this past weekend for such a mission: the team’s embrace of a special kind of helmet with sensors intended to collect data to help prevent concussions.

Centerville was the subject of a CNBC broadcast by alumna Courtney Regan, a 2001 graduate. She was on hand to report on the school’s use of the Riddell InSite helmets they’ve been wearing for the last five years.

David Jablonski at the Dayton Daily News has the details:

“Centerville purchased the helmets five years ago with help from Bill’s Donuts in Centerville. It cost $12,000 to purchase 120 helmets, which collect and analyze data from on-field head impacts. The coaches and trainers can then monitor the data and help the players improve their technique to help avoid impacts.”

Here’s a look at how the smart helmet technology works

Centerville defeated Northmont (Ohio) 37-6, moving to 5-0 on the season.

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We can’t afford to be completely ambivalent about the fact that Demaryius Thomas had CTE

It’s time to do more to help former — and future — NFL players who are putting their brains at risk.

One of the most popular types of posts we do here at For The Win is called a reaction post. It’s simply where we gather what people are saying about a certain piece of news and present it in a tidy package for you to scroll through quickly.

I’ve always loved the fact that you, our readers, love these posts. There’s something elementally human and raw about wanting to know how others are dealing with complicated or exhilarating or, as is often the case, tragic news.

Back when former NFL wide receiver Demaryius Thomas died, we quickly put together a reaction post, because people everywhere were gutted.

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These reactions are filled with all the angst and bewilderment you might expect at the death of a 33-year-old man who was once nearly unstoppable on a football field.

This morning, when news broke that Thomas’ brain had been examined and found to have Stage 2 chronic traumatic encephalopathy, or CTE, I wondered if there’d be a reaction post to do. It’s huge news. Yet another dead football player — there’ve been more than 300 now — diagnosed with CTE by Dr. Ann McKee of Boston University.

A young, recently retired player. A four-time Pro Bowl selection. The leading receiver on the Broncos team that won Super Bowl 50. The guy who caught a pass from Peyton Manning in 2013 that set records for most TD passes and yardage by a QB in a season. Who went on to make 13 catches (then a record) in the Super Bowl a few weeks later.

But as you’ll notice, this is not a reaction post. Because there’s been very little reaction to this news, aside from the same people who talk about this issue each time it arises.

Thomas did not die, according to his parents, due to complications from CTE, so this is a different case than others:

But Thomas’ final months were marred by hallmarks of the disease, and how could we not all recoil at thinking of him this way?

“Once I became aware of CTE and began to familiarize myself with the symptoms, I noticed that Demaryius was isolating himself and I saw other changes in him,” said Katina Smith, Demaryius’ mother. “He was just so young, and it was horrible to see him struggle. His father and I hope all families learn the risks of playing football. We don’t want other parents to have to lose their children like we did.”

Why, in the face of such a devastating revelation, are we not seeking the solace of shared understanding? Why do we let this bit of news float by without a thought?

Despite years of talking to people, thinking and writing about this topic, I don’t have any new theory. It’s just this: Football is too engrained and too much fun for us to take time to reckon with the price paid by the players.

Also, we’ve been told to give extra weight to the other side of this, to the way football can lift young men to places they otherwise would struggle to go. Thomas is a prime example. As detailed by Ken Belson in The New York Times today, his traumatic family backstory became a popular storyline for Super Bowl 50:

In the lead up to Thomas’s next championship appearance, his family history gained as much attention as his play. After 17 years of appeals and lobbying from the family, President Barack Obama commuted Smith’s sentence as part of a Department of Justice focus on clemency for nonviolent drug offenders. Their story became a focus of the lead up to Super Bowl 50, with media reporting extensively about Smith’s finally being able to watch her son play in person on the game’s biggest stage.

All of the networks that regularly televise the NFL are awash in these emotionally charged packages you know so well. A player looking pensively off into the distance. Flash to a shot of him in his Pop Warner uniform. Hear about friends who didn’t make it out. A snippet from an interview with the high school coach who helped the player’s work ethic flourish.

We are inundated with that side of the story. The end, for Thomas and so many others, is reported largely as a series of conclusions.

He died.

A few months later: He had CTE.

Parents and friends might attest — as in the GMA piece linked above — to the horrors that came before the end, but often they are so shut out that they don’t really know what the person they loved actually went through. In many cases, they end up shocked that this thing they’ve heard plenty about happened to their loved one. Even to those who know them the best, NFL players can seem invincible. To those whose lives have been changed forever because their son or husband or best friend beat the odds and became a star, that player is always going to be special, blessed, untouchable, unharmed, resilient.

That’s how those players want to see themselves too, how they’ve had to see themselves to make it this far. These dynamics create a system where players and their families often don’t ask for help until it’s too late (and when they do seek help, they can find accessing it to be frustrating, if not impossible.)

Our exalting of athletes who used sports to build a better life also makes it difficult to create meaningful change in football culture. Players need to grind, they need to fight through, they need to be tough (honing the ability to not show pain extends to later in life when they struggle mentally, too). It’s a difficult loop to break out of.

Though there’s been real progress in limiting the overall number of hits college and pro football players take, there’s still more progress to be made, especially with youth football (where hitting is far too frequent). As for erasing the impetus of striving young players to hide symptoms and return to the field despite not feeling 100 percent, good luck.

There’s still plenty of work to be done by the medical and scientific community, too, when it comes to fully understanding what CTE is, how prevalent it is and how, exactly, it shows up in those suffering from it. But anecdotes about former players isolating themselves are plentiful.

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At the time of Thomas’ death last December, I was writing a story about Casey FitzSimmons, a former Lions tight end whose career was ended by a concussion that left him debilitated for years. As I spoke with him and his wife about the months directly following his traumatic brain injury, the same theme emerged: Casey was alone in his own head, where nothing worked like it once did, and not even the woman who had been by his side since college could get through. Though there was no visible wound, he protected his brain like an animal with a gash on its leg: By hiding it away while he tried to heal.

According to the accounts released today, Thomas’ final years were spent the same way. The problem is, when it’s your brain that has been damaged you don’t always make reasonable choices about how to heal, or who to turn to when you do reach out.

Even on the most triumphant night of his career, Thomas was already being forced to withdrawal from those he had relied on most.

I was at Levi’s Stadium when the Broncos beat the Panthers to win Super Bowl 50, and remember listening to Thomas after the game. He’d been limited to one catch and had taken a crushing hit from Luke Kuechly (who would suffer a brutal concussion the next season, then retire at age 28 to save his body from further damage) but he seemed to be in good spirits. Thomas fielded a question about whether Manning was going to retire and said he hadn’t discussed it with him.

He answered questions for a few minutes and then, I always assumed, went to celebrate with his teammates.

Except that he didn’t. According to his mother, his head hurt too badly for that.

“He was like, ‘Hey, y’all, I need to leave and go by myself because I don’t feel too good,’ ” Smith recounted. “And so, you know, he left and didn’t even finish celebrating or anything like that.”

He hung in the league for a few years, pushing to continue playing even after his results on the field declined. He officially announced his retirement last summer with an upbeat video from the Broncos.

“I’m just happy to say I’m done,” he said, “and it did me well.”

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Demaryius Thomas had Stage 2 CTE when he died

Heartbreaking news. We love you, DT.

Former Denver Broncos wide receiver Demaryius Thomas had Stage 2 of chronic traumatic encephalopathy (CTE) when he died at age 33 at his home in Georgia last year, a University of Boston study has revealed.

The Fulton County, Ga. coroner’s office has not given a cause of death yet, but Thomas’ family said last December that they believed the former NFL star died of a seizure.

Thomas began suffering seizures after a serious car accident in 2019. Those seizures combined with the effects of CTE hit Thomas hard.

“Those closest to him said his behavior became increasingly erratic in the last year of his life, which was marked by the memory loss, paranoia and isolation that are hallmarks of chronic traumatic encephalopathy, the degenerative brain disease linked to repeated head hits,” Ken Belson wrote in an article for The New York Times.

Thomas was a four-time Pro Bowler, two-time All-Pro and a Super Bowl champion with the Broncos. He earned nearly $75 million through 10 seasons in the NFL before announcing his retirement last summer.

After spending seven and a half seasons in Denver, Thomas spent time with the Houston Texans, New England Patriots and New York Jets at the end of his career. His accomplish career was highlighted by a Super Bowl win, 9,763 receiving yards and 63 touchdown catches.

Off the field, Thomas’ friends and family saw the price the receiver paid for on-field success.

“He was just so young, and it was horrible to see him struggle,” said Thomas’ mother, Katina Smith, according to Tom Schad of USA TODAY. “His father and I hope all families learn the risks of playing football. We don’t want other parents to have to lose their children like we did.”

The Broncos honored Thomas during their 38-10 win over the Detroit Lions last season. Former teammates Emmanuel Sanders and Von Miller also honored Thomas during the playoffs, and retired quarterback Peyton Manning has announced two scholarships in honor of Thomas.

“[We’re] trying to keep Demaryius’ legacy alive, but also paying it forward, which is what he was all about,” Manning said in May.

Thomas ranks second on Denver’s all-time receiving list in yards (9,055) and touchdowns (60).

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Barber family shares details in RB’s death; ex-Cowboy’s brain will not be donated for CTE research

Definitive answers are slow to come due to the condition of Barber’s body, though foul play is not suspected. A funeral is set for June 22. | From @ToddBrock24f7

Details are emerging slowly in the death of Marion Barber III, though they are not providing much in the way of genuine answers or solace to family, friends, or fans of the late Cowboys running back.

As of midday Friday, a cause of death had not been revealed. But the Barber family has made several announcements about what will happen next as funeral arrangements are being planned.

Sadly, it appears a full account of what killed Barber may be hard to definitively determine.

Barber was found dead in his Frisco apartment on Wednesday by police officers conducting a welfare check. His body was in the bathroom with the shower running, Marion Barber II, the ex-Cowboy’s father, explained as per Clarence Hill Jr. of the Fort Worth Star-Telegram.

A water leak from the apartment first alerted other residents of the unit to a potential problem. Barber is not known to have been in contact with anyone since Saturday.

It’s not clear how long Barber’s body was left exposed to the hot running water, but Barber II says that the condition of the decomposed body may be making examination difficult. Foul play is not suspected, however.

“They are just using tissue as they dig further into the cause of death,” Barber II said. “They are ruling out things. They haven’t seen any trauma, no foul substances in his body. His lungs were in working order. The heart and veins around the heart were good. They are ruling things out. Right now, we are just waiting.”

It is hoped that the Frisco coroner will have more answers on Sunday, he said.

Zoltan Papp, the lawyer who represented Barber in the legal case following his 2019 arrest, says he saw no signs that his client and friend was in any sort of trouble or distress.

“There was no indication of any desire to end his life, if that is what happened,” Papp said, according to TMZ Sports. “Everything was about the fight to bring justice and to help others. Marion is a person who at his core is pure good.”

Papp explained that Barber had recently committed to writing a book and was focused on addressing social injustice. The Minnesota native and former Golden Gophers star maintained that he had been profiled by Texas police in the incident that resulted in him pleading no contest just weeks ago to two counts of criminal mischief and being sentenced to 12 months of probation, 60 hours of community service, and a $2,000 fine.

“He has been a warrior for all in a constant battle with an unjust system,” Papp said. “He attacked his craft of football and life with grace, integrity, purpose and authenticity.”

Given Barber’s young age, his notably violent style of play over seven pro seasons, and at least two hospitalizations for mental evaluations since his 2012 retirement, many have assumed that this may be the latest tragic case of CTE claiming an otherwise healthy athlete.

Papp countered that assessment.

“Marion’s personality is grounded as a very humble and soft-spoken man,” he said, “and that may be wrongly taken as cognitive dysfunction.”

Whether the game he loved ultimately claimed Barber’s life may never be known. Barber’s family says there will be no extensive autopsy and that the running back’s brain will not be donated for research.

“He was real specific in his will that he didn’t want that,” Barber II said. “We are going to respect that. But in the condition his body was in, according to the examiner, that probably would have been a moot point because of the decomposition.”

To further add to the tragedy, the Barber family has elected to postpone funeral arrangements for a particularly heart-wrenching reason.

Marion’s youngest brother is set to be married on June 10. The date had been previously chosen as a tribute to Marion; it would have been his 39th birthday.

The family plans to move forward with the wedding. Marion’s funeral will take place on June 22 in Minneapolis, Barber’s hometown.

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Casey FitzSimmons injured his brain but found a way back. Now, he has a message from other ex-players for the NFL: Help us.

A former Lions tight end is tired of seeing fellow players suffer.

Warning: This story contains discussion of suicidal thoughts.

Alison FitzSimmons carefully filled the cramped basement in Detroit with gifts from her baby shower, displaying them so she could show her husband when he returned from his road game.

Wives of other Lions players had gathered at the home of Jeff and Regan Backus for the early-December shower that would prepare Alison and her husband, Casey, a tight end on the team, for the arrival of their first child, due in February 2010.

One of Alison’s best friends had flown in from Montana for the party, too, and the next day they went to a pub to watch the Lions play. They talked excitedly about this next phase of life. For years, the couple had skimped: Casey owned only one suit but generally wore jeans and t-shirts from Costco. In the first years of their marriage they had a roommate in their tiny apartment. Now, they were weeks away from schlepping that baby gear back to their dream home in Helena, the town where they’d met as college students, for a winter of nesting and waiting.

Casey, 29 at the time, was in the midst of as unlikely an NFL career as there’s ever been, with a four-year, nearly $5 million deal set to expire. He was a fan favorite and locker-room leader who was fearless on special teams, though. “He was the type of player you absolutely had to have on teams that didn’t have a winning culture,” says his former teammate, Hall of Fame wide receiver Calvin Johnson. “Plenty of guys would sulk; Casey just never quit caring.” Casey figured he’d earn another contract and it would get worked out after the season.

The future seemed as wide open as the blue skies watching over that peaceful homestead they’d retreat to once the season ended.

Casey did get hurt against the Bengals that Sunday, but Ali had already seen him shrug off so much pain in his career. He’d played through broken bones, constant shoulder irritation, deep thigh contusions — generally without ever letting on that he was in much pain or discomfort.

So when she found him at home, in his favorite chair, she bounded up to tell him about the bounty in the basement.

“Come look,” she remembers saying, “I can’t wait to show you all this stuff.”

Casey, the confident and carefree boy she’d started to fall for when he’d shout “Hey, Katie!” at her (she resembles actress Katie Holmes) in the PE Center at Carroll College, sat there. The man she’d gotten engaged to in her junior year – his first season with the Lions – and married a year later, showed no interest. His eyes, which usually bounced when his booming voice filled a room and sparked so much laughter, were cold.

“He was close with my friend,” Alison says. “So she asked, ‘Is he going to be OK?’ And of course, I said he’d be fine.”

Alison could hardly conceal her fear. The NFL was still two weeks away from finally admitting after years of denial that concussions caused lasting damage, but players’ wives already knew as much. For years they talked about the toll of the game, passing around news reports of this thing doctors were calling chronic traumatic encephalopathy, or CTE, for years.

“All I was really thinking was: ‘Is this who he is now? Is this my life?’ I was supposed to grow old with this man,” she says. “Now I’m pregnant and wondering if he’s going to have Alzheimer’s in a year.”

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While the NFL has done more to grapple with the issue of its game leaving some players permanently debilitated, last week served as a somber reminder that football still ruins too many men.

On Tuesday, Dr. Ann McKee, a leading researcher on CTE, announced that she had found the disease in the brain of Phillip Adams, a former cornerback who last year shot six people he didn’t know — including two children — before killing himself in North Carolina. He was 32.

On Thursday, the family of former NFL wide receiver Vincent Jackson revealed that a study of his brain showed that he, too, was dealing with CTE. He was found dead last February, a few days after his former team, the Tampa Bay Buccaneers, had won the Super Bowl. He was 38.

Late Friday night, Sheila Dingus, an advocate for former players, said that “some of” the NFL veterans indicted in a healthcare scam are dealing with the ramifications of brain injuries. She shared two heartfelt letters that Hamza Abdullah, a former player not involved in the scheme, had written to the judge requesting leniency because he knows that players often struggle with the transition to life after football — in part, he believes, because the NFL and NFLPA fail to do enough to support them.

Adams’ family revealed in a statement that he had attempted to get help through the league but was unable to:

“After going through medical records from his football career, we do know that he was desperately seeking help from the NFL but was denied all claims due to his inability to remember things and to handle seemingly simple tasks such as traveling hours away to see doctors and going through extensive evaluations. We now know that these deficits were most likely caused by the disease.”

Dr. McKee was more blunt:

In the very least, a player that’s having difficulties, a player that is experiencing what Mr. Adams was experiencing — he tried to get help — but this is a man who is not thinking clearly, is having problems with planning and organization. He’s the least able to actually get help. There’s huge obstacles for these former players to find help. They have to make many medical appointments. They have to fill out very extensive paperwork. And that is usually beyond the ability of people who are impaired. If they don’t have an advocate that’s recognizing the issues in these individuals they fall through the cracks, and that I think is what happened for Mr. Phillips. I would like a comprehensive care package, evaluation system offered by the NFL for these ex-players that would give them the kind of care and management they deserve.

Jackson’s death tells another side of the story. According to his wife, Lindsey, he knew and talked about the dangers of CTE — he even forbade his sons from playing tackle football until high school — but seemed either unaware that it could happen to him (he said he never had a diagnosed concussion) or unable to admit that any of his problems might be related to it. As his frustrations with memory loss and managing his emotions grew, his drinking increased and his life tumbled out of control.

So while the NFL and NFLPA have partnered on multiple programs meant to educate and assist players, spending millions upon millions to do so, there remains a disconnect. The help is not getting where it needs to go. I made requests to both the NFL and NFLPA to discuss these issues with the people who oversee these programs so they could respond to the criticisms that arose last week.

The NFLPA shared materials on existing initiatives and said it would have no further comment. The NFL did not reply.

So my mind turned to a ranch in Montana, where a former tight end spends many of his days now riding a horse, right next to his most trusted ranch hand: The daughter whose birth Casey cannot remember because she was born in the midst of post-concussion symptoms that almost drove him to end his own life.

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Casey’s story is in so many ways a football fairytale: He never even played the game until his senior year of high school, but even then it was on an 8-man team in Chester, Montana (population around 800), about an hour south of the Canadian border. That got him noticed by the coach at tiny Carroll, then on its way to becoming NAIA power, and he agreed to try playing there. Even after he’d helped lead the Saints to their first National Championship, finishing as a finalist for player of the year in 2002, Ali couldn’t understand him when he said he’d signed with an agent.

“An agent for what?” she asked.

Somehow, though, Casey found a way. He went undrafted but got an invite to Lions rookie camp because the team needed a tight end on the field for drills.

He not only made the squad but started the first game of his NFL career — and 10 others that year. His style of play – passionate verging on reckless – endeared him to beleaguered fans, and he felt a connection with the people of Detroit, many of them blue-collar workers who reminded him of the folks he knew from his hometown.

He played through lean years, even by Detroit’s standards (but did play a major role in one of the team’s most interesting games, returning an onside kick for the final touchdown in a 34-point fourth quarter to beat the Bears.) The Lions  went 0-16 in 2008 with a point differential of -249. By 2009 there was reason for hope, though: The team snagged Matthew Stafford, a quarterback out of Georgia, with the No. 1 overall pick in the draft and paired him with wide receiver Calvin Johnson, the No. 2 pick two years earlier.

Still, Jim Schwartz’s first season as head had been a slog and the Lions were 2-11 as they headed to Cincinnati to face a Bengals team that would win the AFC North.

The Lions trailed 23-7 when they got the ball for the first time in the fourth quarter. A play that began with 8:05 remaining in the game, a 1st-and-10 from the Detroit 25, would become the last of Casey FitzSimmons’ football career.

He lined up on the right side of the line and, after the player in front of him drifted toward the inside, leaked around and settled underneath a linebacker before turning to present Stafford a target. He caught a pass and turned up field, right into Keith Rivers, who could do nothing but hold on as FitzSimmons drove him back. Casey stayed upright long enough for Tank Johnson, a 320-pound defensive tackle, to reach the play.

Johnson drove the crown of his helmet into the side of Fitzsimmons’ head, knocking his helmet loose. Casey pushed for one final step, before tumbling to the turf. The play gained nine yards. It probably should have only been five, maybe six.

Johnson was also injured on the play.

Casey’s life changed forever.

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There would eventually be nights, months or years down the road (the timeline is so vague in his memory), when Casey worked his way well into a 30-pack of beer just to get up the courage to be around people. Being that drunk also gave him an excuse when his mind went blank; he’d forget something somebody just said, or hear friends talking about a shared experience that he simply could not find the memories of in his own head.

The commotion of a large gathering, even of close friends, was too much for him. His brain could not process what was coming in, nor find a way to regulate what was going out.

That all came later, though. First, Casey had to work his way through a hit that resonated like none he’d ever taken. He remembers nothing of his final football play, or the days after. In fact, most of the next two to three years, he says, “are a blur, and it’s bizarre to even try to look back at them now.”

Calvin Johnson remembers how jarring it was to no longer have Casey in the locker room. “He was always so happy, chipper. A guy who was so passionate about the game. Loved to play, hated to lose.” Alison wondered if that man would ever return.

According to more than 100 pages of medical records he provided to For The Win, doctors reported the symptoms of Casey’s final concussion got worse in the hours and days after the hit. He was described as being “clear and lucid” after the game, but complained of a headache, lightheadedness and ringing in his ears. “On examination at the time, everything was normal,” the report stated.

He was seen again the next day, Dec. 7, and was deemed to be “doing reasonably well.” The report from that visit says “His examination is entirely negative neurologically.”

On Dec. 10 he tried to return to work, including lifting weights, but his symptoms worsened and a cognitive test administered by a neurologist revealed that he had “a significantly elevated symptom score” and was experiencing 10 out of 22 symptoms used to judge the severity of a concussion. He reported “headache, dizziness, fatigue, sleeping less than usual, drowsiness, irritability, feeling slowed down, feeling mentally foggy, difficulties concentrating, difficulties remembering.”

By Dec. 15, Dr. Kenneth Podell, a neuropsychologist specializing in concussion treatment, recommended Casey sit the rest of the season and even consider retirement. Casey’s symptoms were lingering, and his cognitive test showed only minor improvements and remained below a previous baseline test.

Dr. Podell also noted that Casey “had difficulty engaging in his conversation. He made no eye contact, and had no questions.” He has a memory of “flipping out” on a doctor around this time; if it happened, it is not noted in the records.

During the 10 days following the hit against the Bengals, Casey also reported photophobia (sensitivity to light), phonophobia (fear of loud sounds) and “depersonalization (feeling he is more distant from objects than he really is)”, according to records from the time.

Many of those symptoms would linger for weeks, months or years. Looking back, Casey is unsure of how honest he was during the assessment: He’d long before then figured a way to cheat such tests and says he previously convinced trainers to let him play even though he’d been vomiting and forgetting things that same day.

“The only way you can play in the NFL,” he once told me, “unless you’re one of the very best, is to play through anything.”

Even the greats concealed pain, though: “For us back then it was just, ‘Get your bell rung, get back in,’ ” Johnson says. “If you need to, take a day. Or, just hide it. We all knew how to do that.”

Alison remembers the months after the hit were filled with both hope and dread. Casey had awful days: Once he tried to take the dog on a walk but made it less than 100 yards. On other days he was more his usual self. They returned to Montana and Casey toggled between hoping his career would continue and the realization that it might be over — and that he might suffer through many of his symptoms for years to come. By his own admission he was “manic” and “erratic.”

He began writing things down in a notebook so he could remember them. He became a father. He talked over his condition with doctors. Finally, in April, he announced his retirement, saying that he would’ve preferred to keep playing if the medical people had given him the OK.

Casey was prepared to turn to his next career, with only one catch: He had no background or training in running a cattle ranch. He’d had a friend whose parents operated one, and he’d helped there when he could, but that had merely sparked his interest, not given him an understanding of what actually needed to be done.

For that, he’d hoped to use skills honed as a football player: Both his capacity for physical labor and the mental acuity needed to run complex offensive systems and study opposing teams in intricate detail. He worked hard and learned quickly.

Only now, neither his brain nor his body worked the way they once did. He developed severe headaches every day in the late morning that layered over a constant low-level throbbing and ringing in his ears. Those would last three to four hours; sometimes, they returned at night. He found himself getting easily frustrated and felt volatile. He was always tired but rarely slept. At night, lying awake, his mind catalogued regrets and worries; he felt he had no control over it, and that enraged him all the more. He’d always known he could lean on the close-knit community of ranchers nearby, eagerly asking questions and seeking advice, but he often had to show restraint: At the slightest hint of confrontation he found himself ready to escalate the situation into a full-blown feud. “I would just go off,” he says, “without even waiting to know why.”

His wife, meanwhile, was learning to be a mother, picking up on what her newborn needed based on the way she cried or squirmed. But she also had to re-adjust to Casey, who was trying to re-learn how to live.

“It was just that I always had to read him,” she says. “He was not ever a person who was going to open up fully about his emotions, or whatever pain he might be going through, but this was different. A part of him was gone. It just was not there. So I had to figure out based on how he acted, ‘Is this a good day? Is it OK for me to mention something to him, or should I wait?’ ”

Casey had saved his money to get the ranch started in part by attending seminars given by the NFLPA on managing finances and other post-career issues. Teammates mocked him for sticking around the facility on off hours and taking everything so seriously, but he was determined to turn his fleeting football career into something he could do for the rest of his life.

He also learned, through the NFLPA, that there would be help for him if he had to leave the game due to head trauma.

Or so he thought.

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Toward the end of 2010, Casey’s continuing pain and anxiety drove him to seek assistance, so he began applying to the programs for former players that would help connect him with neurological care and provide financial relief for what he believed had become a permanent disability.

He’d been told by people in the NFL he had to stop playing football. Surely that meant he qualified for something.

He was told to see a doctor from San Diego for an examination that attempted to assess the damage done to both his brain and his left shoulder. Pages 3 through 9 of the report are taken up entirely by a list of Casey’s injuries and doctor’s visits.

During the interview portion of the appointment, Casey told the doctor that he’d had “6 or 7 concussions.” To this day, Casey often says “I had six or seven documented concussions, and maybe six or seven that weren’t.” The word “documented” weighs heavily there; even the concussions he thought the Lions knew about sometimes weren’t included in the records that were eventually turned over to him after his career ended. Others are mentioned only briefly, with emphasis placed on his eagerness to return to action (in 2005, Casey suffered what he believed were concussions in back-to-back games; one on Sunday and another in a Thanksgiving game four days later. He reported his symptoms after the fact but was still able to play in Detroit’s next game.)

The doctor in San Diego concluded that Casey had “at least four documented concussions” and noted that he appeared to be suffering from depression and declared him temporarily unable to work. He said it was possible for Casey to improve with treatment, but also noted “Permanent residuals cannot be excluded.”

Casey’s claim for Total and Permanent Disability Benefits was denied; he did receive Line-of-Duty benefits but those were smaller payments that could only extend up to 90 months. He was seeking money from the NFL because he didn’t believe he would live long and needed to stockpile money for his family to survive.

It was clear to Alison that there was no way Casey could work a regular job. Some days he had the energy to work 14 hours. On others, he couldn’t last 30 minutes. A flexible schedule was imperative, but so was not having to deal with noise or other people. Where else could he find that sort of leeway, beyond owning his own ranch? He’d once dreamed of joining the FBI but that idea, by then, was laughable.

He decided to begin working with a local doctor to get a better understanding of how his brain was functioning and in April 2011 had an extensive neurospyschological evaluation done. It concluded his “overall level of performance … was significantly different from his expected performance level and falling in the low average range. He is slower in processing auditory information. His ability to organize verbal information into a usable form is also limited and efficiency at learning new information was impaired.”

Armed with this report, he again sought assistance. The NFL asked him to fly to Los Angeles for another evaluation. By this time he had difficulty flying and found unfamiliar surroundings — especially in crowded cities — disorienting. However he sat for two days of testing and was deemed not permanently disabled.

His doctor and agent pushed back against the finding, pointing out that the NFL-appointed doctor had failed to take into account practice effects — Casey was getting better at these tests the more he did them. Eventually he traveled to Missoula to see a doctor specializing in physical medicine and rehabilitation. His findings, delivered three and a half years after Casey suffered his final concussion, were clear: He “would be considered permanently and totally disabled unless he has a benevolent employer” and “… it is unlikely that he would be able to successfully work in his academic fields and/or related fields on a sustained and regular basis. He likely would be terminated due to absenteeism due to his headaches if not due to cognitive errors.”

Plan administrators remained unswayed. Casey knew that other players had complained about the process being weighted against them, but he grew increasingly frustrated. Alison recalls how impersonal the process was.

“Casey would just get a call and be told to drop everything and go somewhere to be seen by strangers,” she says. “That’s difficult to do with a family and a bunch of cows to care for.”

Casey would take one more trip, this time to Salt Lake City. He recalls walking into a clinic that looked nothing like a regular medical facility, with loud fans running and kids darting around the office. He had to sit for an hour, giving his history — again. The people working on a test that would determine whether he could get the help he thought would protect his family treated him “like an animal.”

He was done.

“You could just tell you were being doctor shopped,” Casey said. “And you f**king knew what the results were going to be before you even got them.”

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Casey says he spent the two years after his retirement “waiting for a chance to kill myself.” Over time, though, testing and consultation from doctors in Montana helped him understand his issues, and he began to take better care of himself. He stopped abusing painkillers but found a regimen of 15 other pills that helped ease his pain and regulate his mood enough to start thinking clearly.

He quit drinking around the time of the birth of his second child, a son.

Through a Facebook group, Alison sought advice from other wives of ex-NFL players on helping Case navigate a new life while dealing with TBI. A shocking number of them, she says, were going through the same thing. Members of the group constantly shared notes on how to cope.

“What I remember most was trying to be patient,” she says. “I knew where he could end up. I knew how difficult this could be. There was no way I was going to let him get there, if I could help it.”

“I was never a piece-of-shit husband,” Casey says, “but what really changed my life was when I opened up and really started talking to my wife.”

Alison remembers those conversations taking place after the kids had gone to bed. Casey was timid at first but soon figured out how to describe his mental state and tell her what he felt. Never a marijuana smoker, he began using edible cannabis to help manage his pain and anxiety. He spent his spare time reading, which he saw as exercise for his brain.

Ali and Casey had two more sons and family life took over. Casey grieved the death of his father and helped move his mother to Helena so she could be closer to her grandkids. The headaches persisted. The depression never fully lifted. But he managed. Working his own ranch meant he could pace himself.

His relationship with football became constrained. He still loved the game but rarely watched it. When he did, he’d snap back into the player he was. His eyes would drift to the edge rushers on the defense he would have had to try to stop. How would I block that guy? He’d study the linebackers or safeties who might have had him in coverage. What’s a weakness I can exploit?

He’s thankful for what football gave him and angry about what it took away. But mostly he is resentful that the powers overseeing the sport still do, in his opinion, far too little to actually help former players.

Casey still feels reverence toward the Ford family for giving him a chance with the Lions and believing in him, but he’s furious with the broader NFL and NFLPA for continuing to fail players. We first began talking in late 2016, after I wrote about the death by suicide of former NFL running back Rashaan Salaam. By then he had given up on any idea that the league or players’ association would offer help and, as one of the few former players with no desire to work in big-time football again, decided it was time to speak out.

“So many of us, especially in the first few years, think that we’ll get asked back,” he says. “There’s something about being in the club of football, that draw is so strong. You don’t want to break the code. I get it.” (Indeed, the coach of the Lions is now Dan Campbell — who also played tight end in Detroit with Casey.)

But as he drifted further from the sport, the empty rhetoric about football being a “brotherhood” ate at him as he read — or heard privately — about players struggling.

“The thing that gets to me is that so many guys don’t have support systems to get through something like this,” he says, “because their support system is built around them. They’ve always been the star athlete, and they’re the ones who signed the big contracts, and people relied on them, and so nobody is going to question them or stand up and get help when something is wrong.”

Casey believes the NFL should implement a proactive program that monitors former players and removes hurdles to treatment and financial assistance.

Reformers have pushed to change the system, with little to show for it. Concussion Legacy Foundation established its own help line to assist former players and their family in finding help.

“Asking these guys to sit through 8 hours of testing is almost like you’re trying to frustrate them into quitting,” says CEO Chris Nowinski. “That’s frustrating and I’m endlessly disappointed that this process hasn’t been improved.”

Calvin Johnson wants the league to normalize players speaking with psychiatrists. Conversations he had with one hired by Lions coach Jim Caldwell helped him plot a post-career path in which he has focused his energy (and investments) in helping former players deal with change and pain. He discussed his own experience with football in one of  most honest Hall of Fame speeches ever given, surprising those in attendance with his candor over how badly he hurt. He’s continued to advocate for fellow NFL veterans and is still mourning the loss of his friend Demaryius Thomas.

“I spoke with him not that long ago,” he says. “But it’s not like he’s going to open up to me about everything going on. NFL players, we have shields. But the league needs to make it so we know we have somewhere we can go to really talk about what’s going on, see what help there is and to figure out a way there.

“What they need is to have somebody come through and make it user-friendly. Some of these players didn’t have the best end with the team, or with the NFL. There’s no trust there. It needs to be easy, independent. You can’t ask players to go through obstacles when they’re already going through so much. That really is the message: Take care of those who took care of you and helped you make all of those profits.”

Calvin Johnson (81) celebrates with tight end Casey Fitzsimmons (82) after catching a touchdown pass in 2009. (Andrew Weber-USA TODAY Sports)

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Over the summer, Casey decided to disperse most of his existing commercial herd and veer into a different area of the cattle business. He purchased a herd of registered purebred cows and began focusing on breeding bulls to sell to other farmers.

Working with purebred cows is a more intricate process: It requires meticulous record keeping regarding breeding pairs and the resulting calves. Casey, now 41, spends his time now studying genetics and carefully evaluating the characteristics of the cows in his herd. Whether a rancher has a good year or not can often come down to the slimmest of margins: How much supplemental feed they have to use to get their cows to the ideal weight, or what percentage of their product is given the coveted “prime” designation when taken to market.

For Casey, it feels a lot like the NFL. Teams poke and prod players and try to build squads with the right mix, and then games are won or lost based on inches. There’s something about the process of working with his herd now that reminds him of his past life and that, finally, is welcome.

Casey is still limited by the damage done to him as a football player. He rarely goes into Helena and still tends to avoid social events. He’s turned down speaking engagements and is reticent to travel. Alison is relieved that her husband has found equilibrium but admits he’s not the person he was 15 years ago.”I wish my kids could know that version of their dad,” she says. She also doesn’t know what the future holds, and tends to avoid reading the news when it focuses on another dead former NFL player.

Casey pays attention, though, and rages. “When a league can pay its commissioner $40 million just to be a shield but won’t find a better way to take care of players? That’s not f**king right.”

This is one way he has changed for the better, Alison says. “Everything he went through, dealing with so much pain and realizing that others had it, too, that gave him empathy that I don’t think he ever would have had otherwise.”

Nobody would call Casey FitzSimmons lucky, but several things worked in his favor. That quirky anecdote about him never playing football until his senior year of high school? That saved him from thousands of blows to the head that may have made his later concussions even worse (Adams, for instance, started tackle football when he was 7 and had a severe case of CTE for his age.) Casey also never really dreamed of being a pro player, or trusted it would last, so he always had a backup plan; other players arrive to the league after being touted recruits and All-Americans playing in front of 100,000 people, sure that a long and lucrative NFL career awaits — only to see it dissipate in a few years. They spiral faster and further (it turns out Jackson drank himself to death.)

Finally, Casey had a spouse who had studied to be a counselor, was engaged in the discussion of brain trauma with other wives and refused to let her husband slip away.

“Most guys don’t have all of that going for them,” Casey says one day, the sounds of his ranch — a bark, a moo — muffled in the background. “That’s who I’m speaking for, why I have to do this.”

The last few years have been, he says, the best of his life. Working with purebred cows is a new challenge and his mind feels refreshed. Part of what he has to do now is go out and meet other ranchers looking for bulls to purchase, and to convince them that his are the right choice. A man whose head for so long drove him to stay away from other humans is now building his business around his ability to earn the trust of others.

“That’s a lot for me,” he says. “But it’s something I’m ready for now.”

He knows he’ll have to make the rounds and meet new people. But he will skip the big corporate ranches that have proliferated. He prefers the smaller family operations, many of which have been around 100 years or more, because he understand what matters to them.

“I like to know,” he says, “that the people care about the cows and what they’re doing.

“From start to finish.”

Courtesy of Alison FitzSimmons

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Vincent Jackson’s brain being donated to research/CTE study

A New York Times report says the brain of former NFL WR Vincent Jackson is being donated for research to see if the former Buc and Charger suffered from CTE

The brain of former NFL wide receiver Vincent Jackson is being donated to researchers at Boston University to determine if he had chronic traumatic encephalopathy, or CTE, the degenerative brain disease linked to repeated head trauma, The New York Times reported Thursday.

The news comes days after Jackson was found dead at 38 in a Florida hotel room.

“Vincent being who he was would have wanted to help as many people as possible,” said Allison Gorrell, a spokeswoman for the Jackson family, in a phone interview with the Times on Wednesday. “It’s something his family wanted to do to get answers to some of their questions.”

There was also news Jackson could have been dead for multiple days in the Homewood Suites in Brandon, Fl.

Housekeeping staff apparently went into his room and saw him slouched over and presumed the former San Diego Charger and Tampa Bay Buccaneers WR was sleeping.

Jackson’s family reported that he was missing on Feb. 10. Two days later, sheriffs found him at the hotel and “after assessing Jackson’s well-being,” canceled the missing person case.

Per ESPN:

Based on the timeline of events described in the Initial Case Summary provided to ESPN by the medical examiner’s office, Jackson was located by the Hillsborough County Sheriff’s Office as part of a welfare check on Feb. 12. Then on Feb. 13 and 14, the hotel staff entered his room and noticed that he was seated on the couch but slouched over.

“They assumed he was sleeping and left the room,” the report said.

A housekeeper found Jackson dead on Monday morning.

 

Brain of former Steelers lineman donated for CTE research

The brain of former Steelers guard, Carlton Haselrig, was donated for CTE research.

After former Steelers offensive lineman Carlton Haselrig died last month, his family followed through on his wishes to donate his brain to Boston University for Chronic Traumatic Encephalopathy (CTE) research.

Work is being conducted to diagnose CTE through blood tests or imaging; however, the only way to currently detect it is after death.

Boston University has described CTE as a “progressive degenerative disease of the brain found in people with a history of repetitive brain trauma (often athletes), including symptomatic concussions as well as asymptomatic subconcussive hits to the head that do not cause symptoms.”

“Life starts with family. Carlton was big on family, he respected everyone, inspired his loved ones, and ensured to always support those he encountered,” his family said in a statement. “As his family, we have promised to do our part and uphold the values Carlton has built, starting by executing his desire to donate his brain for CTE research.”

Before joining the Steelers, Haselrig was a six-time national champion heavyweight wrestler at the Pittsburgh-Johnstown.

According to a 2017 study published in The Journal of the American Medical Association, CTE has been found in 110 of 111 former NFL players who donated their brains for research.

Former Steelers, Hall of Fame center Mike Webster and offensive tackle Justin Strzelczyk, were both found diagnosed with CTE after their deaths. Since Webster’s tragic death in 2002, other high-profile players — including Junior Seau, Frank Gifford, and Kenny Stabler — were diagnosed with CTE postmortem.

In 2017, then-Steelers cornerback Artie Burns said he believes he has CTE.

I definitely know I have it. I’m going to [test positive for] CTE. I don’t need a test. Is it going to tell me how much I have? We play a physical sport, man. Humans are not made to run into each other.

The league is continuously working to make pro football a safer game through protocols, rule changes and improved helmets.

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Micky Ward paying painful price for the all the thrills

Micky Ward, suffering from CTE, says he endures up to five debilitating headaches each week. He said: “The danger of [boxing], nobody sees.”

Micky Ward, fearless as a fighter, worries these days. He could take punches. His so-called iron chin was a weapon and a durable mark of his courage. But those punches left him with the long-term kind of pain he never felt in the ring

Ward is suffering from CTE, a degenerative brain disease caused by repeated blows to the head.

Stitches healed the cuts. But the headaches are a wound that never goes away. They are relentless, says Ward, who is working for the Concussion Legacy Foundation.

In an interview with the Boston Herald, Ward says the headaches are there, at least five times a week.

“The stuff I go through every day worrying about if I’m going to get a headache, and how bad it’s going to be, kind of like, consumes you,” Ward said.

Sometimes, they strike at night. Sometimes, in the middle of the day

“It’s terrible,’’ Ward said. “It makes you nauseous, it’s like a thump in the back of my head. You just feel drained all day.”

Ward, 54, is urging parents in a public service announcement to not rush their kids into boxing, football and other contact sports until they’re at least 14 years old.

“If you wouldn’t let your child box, why let them play tackle football?” said Ward, who began boxing as a 7-year-old. “If one of the mothers or fathers could get in my head for a day and know what my head feels like from taking so many blows and boxing, they’d think twice about letting their kid get hit under 14 years old.”

Ward, forever remembered for his dramatic and dangerous trilogy with the late Arturo Gatti, began to display CTE symptoms in 2005, two years after he retired.

In his boxing prime as a junior welterweight, Ward (38-13, 27 KOs) shook off the heavy punches. He smiled and moved forward, straight back into harm’s way.

“It’s a rough man’s game,’’ said Ward, who will donate his brain and spinal column to Boston University’s CTE Center. “It’s a brutal game, you want to stay strong, you want to show like you’re not hurt, you’re a big macho guy.”

Now, he says he looks back and realizes he might have spent too much time in the gym sparring too many rounds.

“I love boxing, boxing is a great sport,’’ he said. “It’s given me everything I have in my life. But the danger of it, nobody sees.’’

But, he says, “you don’t have to get hit in the head so much to learn boxing.”

Magomed Abdusalamov’s improvement after brain injury: ‘like a miracle’

Magomed Abdusalamov suffered life-altering brain damage in the ring in 2013, but last week, he was found speaking in full sentences.

Call it a Thanksgiving miracle.

Doctors said Magomed Abdusalamov, the Russian heavyweight who suffered life-changing brain damage in the ring in 2013, would be unable to express himself, have feelings or even hug his three daughters and wife for the rest of his life. But in an interview with ESPN’s Outside the Lines last week, the 38-year-old Abdusalamov was able to do exactly those things.

“I feel better,” Abdusalamov said. “I think six months from now I’ll be even better.”

Most medical experts believed Abdusalamov would remain in a vegetative state after his frightening beatdown at the hands of Mike Perez in November 2013 at Madison Square Garden, adding that he would not improve at all after the first 12 to 18 months of is recovery.

But Abdusalamov’s wife, Bakanay Abdusalamova, said that when doctors checked in on her husband three years later, “They were shocked. Like a miracle. They thought he’d always be in bed, maybe not even live three years.”

In his first public remarks about that fateful evening, Abdusalamov recalled how he was feeling in the locker room after the fight.

“I told (the doctors) I had pain in my head. I said I had a headache,” he said.

Abdusalamov suffered multiple strokes and ended up paralyzed on his right side. At the time, he could utter no more than a few grunts and whispers. Now he is able to form full sentences.

“My wife makes me very happy,” Abdusalamov said. “I love Baka. She gives me life.”

Abdusalamov and his family are currently applying for a visa that will allow them to stay in the country longterm.

The incident cast a harsh light on how the New York State Athletic Commission handled the postfight care of Abdusalamov. His family sued the State for medical malpractice and in 2017 received a $22 million settlement from New York State. More recently, the family settled with three ring doctors who worked the night Abdusalamov was injured.