He took a long pause and covered his face. The host, Amp Harris, started to say something, then trailed off. Hill started to explain about his cousin. “I’m scared to go back home all the time because I’m scared for my life,” Hill said. “I’m scared to have my kids with me. (I’m scared I’ll) get a bullet for something that I don’t even know. Let alone, we have police officers doing the same crime as black on black is doing, but we’re supposed to call them for protection. “And now, after you see all this, you’re like, I have to protect myself. I can’t wait on them to protect me. I see what they’re doing. They don’t give two (expletive) about us.”