“And I didn’t really get to that point until I got back to Texas and everything kind of settled down. Our house is out in the country. I had a lot of time to think and pray. I became way more aware of my hypocrisy. Here I am again, this reputation for all this stuff, and here I am internally feeling like I deserve something. It took me about a week or two to get to that point where I was like, man, I should be way more grateful and thankful than I am right now.”